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Tyler hasn't texted me, and tomorrow will be a week that we haven't texted each other. And I just want to talk to him... And Henry just doesn't understand why I don't want to be his girlfriend, and right now, I only have half a reason why I shouldn't be, and it's because I'm afraid that what Tyler said about Henry, is true. Or will become true... He keeps bringing it up and I don't want to date him! I just don't and he says he'll wait until I feel more comfortable about it, but I want to tell him not to wait and to move on and that we shouldn't text each other anymore... We shouldn't try to pretend that this will turn into something, because I will not allow it to turn into something... But I think I should go and date Henry, because then that will make Tyler jealous, but then I would just be using Henry... I hate this. =\
I kind of wish that I could show this blog to Henry so he would know the whole truth without having to explain it...