Spring Break is Here!

First day of Spring Break and today I have decided to clean my room = D
Yey. With Tyler... I just really really like him... But we haven't really talked lately... I'm afraid about how things will work out, and how he's feeling about me... Because yesterday I had to go to 7th period and then turn in a paper, and I got to class early, which for 7th period I have Teacher Assistant, and I TA for his 7th period teacher... And so I went into his class and got my log-in sheet, which was due that day, talked to the teacher real quick explaining where I will be and if he wanted anything while I was gone, and he said no, and this was before the bell rang so people were still not in the room, walking down the hall still walking toward his room, and such. So I left the room and walked back to my regular classroom to turn in the paper, and this guy... (Lane, I guess we will call him)... hugged me (I love his hugs hes a huge teddy bear.) and we were talking when he hug me, and we were like walking backwards while we were hugging, and I saw Tyler walking down the hall, and he was walking toward us. And so after hugging Lane, I kept walking down the hall and I kind of poked Tyler and he grabbed my hand, and then he was like "Whats the paper?" I told him, and this next part was weird... He kind of moved, not a flinch but somewhat like a flinch. And I was like "What?" And he said "Nothing..." So I kept walking... It was weird.
AND yesterday morning I was talking with my friend and when the bell rang I was getting my stuff and Tyler was a little ways away from me and called my name and I looked up, and he waved goodbye to me. And I was just so confused. I am wondering why would he feel like he needed to say bye to me?
And yesterday I had the CUTEST outfit on, with my new heels! It was adorable. And so was I, of course, even though the shoes were killing me.
So, I wore the outfit and it was club day. My club for that day was poetry club, which Henry is the co-president, if I haven't said that before. And while going into the classroom I saw Bobbie... Lately, any time I actually see Bobbie, I ignore him, I pretend I didn't see him. But I was feeling just oh so happy, because Toby saw me and said I looked nice today, which was like five minutes before seeing Bobbie, so when he waved at me I actually smiled back. I guess I ignore him, because I don't want to look into his eyes and fall back in love with him... And right now, trying to see his eyes, I can't! So, if I don't look at him I can't think about him... Or imagine anything crazy happening... And when I say crazy I mean like him wanting me back or asking me out. Bobbies a charmer, and I fall for charm very easily... Especially from Bobbie... I'll always have a soft spot in my heart for him, which sucks.
And after club I was going to my locker, and Tyler was going down that hall, which is weird, because I've never seen him go down that hall before, so I wonder why he decided to do it yesterday, and he stoped by me and thought I was mad... I wasn't, I was actually very happy, I had just gotten out of my hell hole of an awkward club with Henry... And so he was like, okay well I'll talk to you later, but I hugged him before he left...
And now I will not see any of them (Henry, Toby, Tyler, or Bobbie) for 10 days! Unless Henry kind of makes me hang out with him. Or Tyler texts me asking to hang out.
I will be strong and NOT text Tyler until he texts me FIRST. And asks ME to hang out with HIM. No other way will I hang out with him. He's the guy, he needs to start acting like one.