So, Saturday night, talking to one of my bestest best friends, Chad... We were talking about everything that we have not ever talked about before... And he was saying stuff like how he's never had a first kiss... And I've never had my first kiss... And we were talking about like how awesome it would be to just get it over with. So sitting on my sister’s bed, he said "Would you not take offence if I did something right now?" And I said "Of course not..." and he leaned in... And I kind of leaned in and then I said "Like... I know what you mean..." And he said "If you don't want to do it I don't want to do it." So I was thinking "What are you doing? Why even think about it?" So I closed my eyes and leaned in and tilted my head. And we kissed... It wasn't anything special, it's not like I felt fireworks go off. Or if I even kissed him again. It was just a simple kiss... But I don't know why I am thinking about this so much. It is just weird how this would actually happen! It feels as if this was one of my dreams and it didn't happen... But I think I am happy that we kissed. It wasn't even nerve wrecking!!! Now I don't feel like a loser who has never kissed a guy!
But just noting my first kiss was just that. A kiss.
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