Saturday, April 9, 2011

Facebook/text urges


I just had the urge to look at Bobbies Facebook, probably shouldn't have done that, I had already felt bad. Now I feel worse. Apparently Tyler has been trying to be nice, and I don't recognize it, and he's mad about it. So now, I have to try and not annoy him. Thing is, I never try. = [
With Henry, I don't know. My sister was so called 'In love' with him, so if I were to even consider [Which I am doing right now] to hang out with him tomorrow, how will that ordeal turn out? I mean, it's worse than dating Bobbie, which was my best friend's ex. It's a boy that my own sister had a crush on. Am I a horrible person???
And if I'm not, then why am I feeling really belly tied, and wanting to ask my mother for permission. I don't even have to ask for permission! When I was going to date Bobbie for the 3rd time, my mother even said I don't need her permission... So why do I have a feeling she'll say no? Should I go? Or because I am even thinking that I shouldn't, should I not?
This girl in track said: "I don't know. Means No."
And right now I really don't know if I want to say no. =/

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