So, yesterday a lot happened... In the morning Tyler and I were just sitting like normal... And we started to make out. It was fine whatever. We continued to do that throughout the day. Then during 7th period, AP sciences were having a field day, so we were out on the football field then, and Tyler and I were just sitting beside the wall, just talking, holding hands, etc. Then these girls come out with this bucket, and drop the bucket, which was filled with water balloons, and it was so hot outside, when the waterballons touched the ground, they were popping because of the heat. And Tyler got a hold of two, and was about to throw one, but then I guess he decided against it and it popped right in front of us, then he threw one at someone and then they threw one at the wall we were sitting on, and my back got a little wet, and like my hair got wet a little. (Yey! Messed up hair!) Then my friend came up, and I had to move away from the wall, because the water was getting my butt wet and it wasn't feeling good. Then my friend came up and was like "Hey did you get wet from the water balloon?" and I was like "Well, not that much.." and then she threw one at my head! My whole head was soaked. And the bottom of the shirt was wet, which then became see through. Yey! So I went into the bathroom fixed my eyeliner, (Yea... I'm such a girl...) and then combed through my wet hair. Couldn't really do anything about my shirt... At least it was only my tummy showing. Then Tyler and I were just standing up and talking and he hugged me and was like "Your hair feels cold." and I was like "Well, that may be because its wet?" and he was like "I know, but it feels good." I just rolled my eyes and then we kept talking and we were holding hands and this girl came up and was like "Are you guys dating??" and I was like 'Why would you even ask that?' and Tyler was goofing off and was like "Noo..." then he put my hand behind his back, but the thing is, if he didn't want people to know that we were dating he would have let go, so that means he doesn't care. But I don't think it would have mattered, he's more of a PDA guy than I thought he would be... But that’s technically not a bad thing... Bobbie was more like a behind closed doors person.
Before now, I had been thinking that I shouldn't invite Tyler to the bowling alley, which I was planning on going to for a few days, then going to the mall with Tyler today, but then my mom was saying how we were going to go to Busch Gardens today, which we couldn't have done, because I had plans with my friend to get together to do our science project (Hints the reason why I am typing this this morning.). So, I thought I was going to have my friend come over right after school tomorrow, and then we could get it over with. And she thought the same thing but she didn't come over, but whatever. So I asked the person who put the bowling thing into action, if Tyler could come, and Tyler became my ride, and when we were driving and then I don't even know what I said, but I said something then he was like "Maybe a college in New York isn't that bad sounding..." Which is a really touchy subject for me... He doesn't know that, but I really don't want him to move away... But I don't want to hold him back either... This school in New York is like perfect for him... But I'm being selfish and I don't want him to leave me here... So I got all quiet... And he was like "I was joking.." and I'm like "No you're not!" and then when we parked he tried to kiss me but I looked away and he was just looking at me with his sad eyes saying sorry... And I just got out of the car, then when I walked over to him I kissed him and he was like "I'm sorry..." and I was like "I know...” And then we walked up there...
However, on the Facebook message she put "8-10" and so Tyler and I, after being lost for most of the time, got there two minutes early. Then I texted her and was like "You here?" and she replied "At 9?" So I was with Tyler for an hour alone. In his car... We first ended up on the benches outside. But he was wearing a 'nice' shirt so we went to sit inside his car and listened to his weird music that was on his IPod for 45 minutes. And we would just be kissing, he put one weird song and we started to kiss, and he was like "Wow, never thought I would kiss a girl while listening to that song..." It was actually kind of funny.
Whenever the girl that invited me Got there, I saw their minivan, and her mother thinks I'm a whore, because Bobbies ex-girlfriend, the one before me, was my best friend, so I went out with Bobbie after her, so the parents just hate me for it. And Tyler knows all of this and her mom just dropped them off, and we were walking up there, and she was turning around and I was holding his hand and he let go and was like "Do you think it's a good idea with her seeing us together?" and I was like "What does it matter? She already thinks I'm a whore, can't get any worse." But she smiled and waved when I did. So we walk in there and only like 5 other people were there, 10 others were supposed to come. And they had a 35 minute wait for lanes, Bobbie was planning on going I guess, I really didn't expect him to come, because it was an invite through Facebook and he never goes on... But whatever... So he was there we were starting to bowl, I got on Tyler’s team of course, and I joked around with Bobbie a little bit, because he wasn’t the best at bowling, but of course better than me, but I got second in both rounds, and better than Tyler on both of them. LOL. And I told him that I suck at bowling, which isn't false, because I am not any good. But Tyler would randomly kiss me, and Tori,(The girl who invited me) asked me to come over and I did and she was like "When did that happen?" And I guess it happened during Spring Break... But I just told her last week, because that when everything wasn't so complex... And she was like "So, it's not complicated anymore?" and I was like "No. Not anymore." and she was like "What made it uncomplicated?" and I just said he fixed everything, because none of it was on me... It was all him... And then she was like "So, he doesn't like Angela anymore?" and I said no... But I completely hesitated. She saw it too, I didn't even think that he would still like her... And like I said before, I would never think he would cheat on me, but I still don't want to be second... And after that I was kind of a bummer and I went to sit back down with him, and he was like "What’s wrong?" and I was just thinking about her... And I was like "Nothing..." and he said "Well, you were just all happy but now you look sad." and then he kissed my cheek and asked if I was sure if I was okay.. And I was like "Yeah, I'm sure." And then moved on, then I guess at one point, I got really close to him and we were kissing and my sister just had walked in. It was kind of scary, but she didn't know we were kissing. But still, I was like "How long have you been here??" and she said she had only just gotten there, but then later told me she saw that... How awkward, right?? And they went and rolled around, then was just sat there, I'm not sure if they were just standing there or what not, it was just really creepy, and when the game ended, I switched shoes, and then told Tyler to come over to where I was, because my sister was at the front and could see us from where we were to begin with and we just started kissing, and I was pulling away giving him the hint to stop, and he wasn't it was funny, because he was tilting, and then when we stopped he was like "Wait, why were we just kissing? I'm confused..." And I said "Because my mom is out there and I'm not going to kiss you out there."
It's always better when it's just us, and we aren’t fighting and we are just talking about anything.
I think my friend, Chad has replaced me as a friend, because he doesn't like Tyler, and his mom doesn't like how Tyler drove me there. And such, but whatever. It doesn't matter what they think about how we turned out to be. I love how yesterday turned out to be. It was really just perfect..
What was really weird though is when we got there, there was a girl in Tyler's 7th period who was there, then my 8th period freshmen was there for her birthday. And it was in the beginning when I was holding hands with Tyler and I was about to kiss him and I don't know how, but I saw one of her friends and then I moved around Tyler and saw my freshmen. And we both looked at each other like "Why are you here??" And I went over and was like "Happy Birthday!!!" Because that’s why she was there, I knew that and she was like "Why are you here?" and I was like "Just hanging out with some friends..." And it was just so awkward. So I went back over to Tyler.
But overall, thinking about how awesome yesterday went, I think it was perfect, if only Tori didn't open her stupid mouth...
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