Okay, I'm in the 10th grade! No longer a stupid freshmen! But this will be about my 10th grade year struggles. I don’t know how to start this off. But here it goes:
I want to talk about some journalism. I am in journalism I. I want to switch out of Journalism I. Right now we are learning our "News" articles. NEWS IS BORING. If you didn't know that already. This is why I like blogging. It's kind of like doing an opinion piece.
Another thing. I just caught my mom masturbating. That is why the title is what the title is. I think she was talking to one of Internet friends while doing this... Because she was on the phone and my dad’s tie zone would be like 3 in the morning for him. I just thought it was disgusting. And I don't want to put that in my journal for this is disgusting. I need someone to throw up on...
Another thing! My friend. Yea... Remember the blog I wrote before, about new crushes? And the one who said I have a beautiful smile? I found out he is a complete ass (Deciding to call him... Tyler). Sorry kids, there is no other word for him. And last night while on the phone with him, he talked about Bobbie. He talks a lot about Bobbie. I don't know why. But he does. And he said some lovely things about him and me... And it was a hurtful thing that he said... And I hung up and started to cry. And he texted me like five or ten minutes later and it said ": p" and I replied with a "Fuck you." and he replied with a "Naughty language..." and I didn't reply and he texted me like 20 times trying to get me to talk to him. And then he started calling me and I turned off my phone. I hate him. I have no idea why I still talk to him! Well I kind of do... There’s no one else I can really talk to like I do with him, and he can't hate me (he has told me this) so it's easy, last night he also said "Why is it that you like Bobbie but I have to talk to you?" and its complicated why that is... I don't want to annoy Bobbie... It’s okay to annoy Tyler because I don’t like him!!! He doesn’t understand my method of which I am going to at Bobbie to try to get him back... I know that he likes me... But it doesn't mean I'm the only one he likes. I wish he was mine. All mine; I had his heart, which I burned a year ago! I was so stupid thinking I was over Bobbie then... I miss the way Bobbie held my hand and looked at me the way he looks at me now... The way he sometimes says stuff that is stupid right now, and it’s adorable, because it looks as if he gets mad at himself for saying what he said... I like him too much. : /
