I Missed You

I miss everything I had with Bobbie... But today I saw him and I didn't ache. I didn't want to cry... I just wanted to be by Tyler... Or this new guy, umm... Toby. He's like super duper cute. Like HOTT. With two T's on purpose! And he is a photographer, like me... It was so great talking to him... Plus he smelt really really good... But he has a girlfriend = [ Oh well. I can focus all on Tyler. Hehe.

Knife to the Stomach, and not in a good way

He just said the worst thing... I just asked if he had seen the commercials for Number Four, because when I first saw it I thought that would be a good movie that we would both like, and I asked then if he would like to see it and he didn't know what it was... So reasking him about it like 5 mins ago, he was like "yes, why?" And I said "Do you want to see it?" he said "Maybe" and I said "I knew it!" he asked "Why?" I replied "No reason..." Then he was a dick and said ""Okay. Good idea, though, I think I'll bring someone to watch it." then he said "You think Angela would be free?" I want to cry right now because all i can think is "No she wouldn't be free because shes too busy eyeing Bobbie!!!" I'm so mad...

Lots of Hugs means you are Loved!

SOOO....

This morning Tyler hugged me sooo many times... And I loved it. I loved it. I loved it. Because he would hold out his hands and I would shake my head, and he would just pull me in, and he would say "You know it's going to happen anyways." And I just... EKK. I just LOVE this feeling in my tummy. And last night he told me that he actually likes me as a person, and it was funny... How I made him tell me I mean... And he actually remembers that he said I had a beautiful smile!!! <3

Love is in the air, right?!?! Yup. And what other hug he has giving me was supposed to be an awkward hug, but he like totally made it cute... Like I was leaving church (this was a couple of weekends ago...) and I saw him so I went up to him and hugged him, and I was leaving with my group, so I was making just a quick hug... And when I let go, he started to go, but then he pulled me back in for another hug. What do double hugs mean??? But I know it sound really really really awkward, but I loved it...

Loves With Hugs

I love the way Tyler hugs me... I have no idea why... But I just love them! They make me happy... Like today, for some reason he had to go to his locker after 4th period, so I walked him half way there... And when we were going separate ways I poked him and said bye and turned the other way, while turning away, he took my hand, turned me around and pulled me in for a hug... It was amazing... He just makes me smile.

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<3

Valentine-less on Vaentines Day

So, today on this love-less Valentine’s day, I am Mega happy.= ]

There is only one person that could have made me this happy on such a depressing day. And his name is Tyler. Yesterday while I texted him at 5:06 p.m. with an inside joke, he was not very happy... And I bothered him for a full hour and a minute. (No lie.) After I asked him if he drank tea, (he wouldn't talk about anything, it was horrible.) he said 'depends' and I asked "On?" And he said "what the tea is." (Duh right?) Then I asked what kind of tea he drinks... And he said "Varies." I was about to punch him, even if I couldn't. Then I stopped texting him and ate dinner, didn't think he would care, and about 20 minutes after I hadn't texted him, he texted me "kthxbai" and it kind of broke my heart, because he really just didn't want to talk to me... An hour later I was going to text him but decided not to... Which I am happy I didn't because an hour after that he texted me saying "I'm sorry... Please come back..." And that is RARE for Tyler. VERY RARE. And I was just really happy... So, after that he didn't want me to go to sleep... I was so happy... And I was happy today because he was happy today...

 <3