So, I sucked it up...
Even though the time I have had with Tyler for the past few weeks, without Angela, was very nice... I finally figured out, blowing up and letting myself get worked up, will not get rid of her. My friend in Chemistry told me I do need to talk about it with him... But there's not much to talk about, right now.. Yesterday morning, I was just sitting at the table with Tyler and a few other guys, of course Tyler and I were kissing and being all couplely... Then I turn around and face the court yard and then I see the worst possible thing that could happen in the morning:
ANGELA heading toward our tables.
I know what you're thinking: "So?"
But trust me it's SO much more than a "So?" It's her butting in on our time. I mean like what the crud? Who does that??? Like I understand when she wants him before and after 1st period, or after 5th period (sometimes...), or even after 6th period. But NOT the times, for example in the mornings, when that had always been the time he would spend with me, not her.
And when she was coming up, I saw her first, and let go of his hand and he was like "Why is she here so early??" and I'm thinking: "Oh, I don't know, maybe because she hates us being together?!?"
She comes up all smiling and shit. (Excuse my language.) I just hate that fake smile of hers... And so he stands up, goes over to where she was for a second, came back over to me, but there was no use in sitting by each other if we aren't able to do anything 'couplely' so we both got up and I went over to my Freshmen, and he went back over to her... And he came over and hugged me, and I looked over at her and she was preoccupied with other guys talking to her, so I went in to kiss Tyler real quick, and he was about to, but then he stopped, looked over at her, then kissed me. And then soon after that he went back over to her.
The ONE good thing about her coming in the morning is Tyler walked me to class, instead of her, which made me like super happy. And then after 1st period she never really came up to us so we actually had time to ourselves, which was a nice change... We talked for most of the time after 5th, and she wasn't anywhere. And after 6th he walked me to class, but then after he had gotten upstairs, he found where she was, so he had to go downstairs for her, he was probably late... But then the sucky thing is: her 7th period is in the same hall as my 8th period, so he was walking down the stairs (going down a different staircase than we normally do.) and like at the last step, he tried to kiss me and I didn't kiss him, and then we got off the stairs and there she was. I was so pissed... But he didn't even stay with her for like 5 minutes. Then I got out of class for the first like 10 minutes of 8th period and went to his hall, because I had to turn in my track uniform, and he waited for me and kissed me then, but only because Jr.'s were having an assembly.
So, onto today...
This morning I got to school a little later than usually. And my friend was there, today being Thursday and all, and so I go and poke Tyler, because he was sitting down and looking the opposite direction, and then hugged my friend, then started to talk to her and this kid and said I had to go to my teachers classroom. and Tyler gets up and hugs me from behind and was like "Where were you?" and I look at him along with the people that I was with. And I was like "What do you mean?" and he was like "Where did you go?" and the kid there was like "She just got here?" then I told Tyler that I would be right back, and he was like "Okay, let's go." And my friend had already said that she would go with me. So like we start walking, which at that point, I wish that it was just Tyler and I going, because she was just looking at me like "Why is he here??" and I'm just thinking that it's whatever if he's there, he's my boyfriend, he can be there. And we get up there then when we were about to go back downstairs, and then he stop in front of me and I was in the middle of talking to my friend, and so I didn't kiss him when he went in for a kiss. And he was like "What?" and I said nothing and held his hand, then we went down the stairs, and he went went the other way... So, he had gotten mad at me, because I didn't kiss him... The reason why I didn't kiss him is because my friend is a major Jesus freak. And PDA is a sin in her eyes, plus I was in the middle of talking to her. He went to a different table... And then guess who showed up a little later? Angela. Yey. I was just so happy to see her. Just standing there, he wasn't even really talking to her, but she was just standing there right next to him. And then he came back to where we were and got his stuff, and he was going back to the other table, and I gave him a quick kiss, and he went back to her... But then after the bell rang, he came back and walked me to class. So, it turned out all okay... Then he didn't walk with her after 5th at all, and then after 6th he was mostly with me, until like a second before the bell rang then he went to her... Then after 1st, it sucked because she came up the stairs, that was like closest to us, so I only got to see him for like 3 seconds. But after 7th he normally walks with her, and we were going down the stairs holding hands and such and there she was, so I let go, then we went down the stairs, and we kissed, but then she was gone, or he saw her and didn't go to her... So, I had him to myself during that break, which made me happy. =]
Oh. And about the title... I went to the mall with Tyler and went to Hot Topic, and they had Voodoo dolls, so I bought one, I wonder who I should test it on...
OH. And by the way: Angela told Henry about me and Tyler. Not that it really matters, but she was expecting him to talk shit about me, but he didn't. He said the normal "When it's over I'll be here." Yada yada yada. Doesn't matter, I won't be wanting him to wait for me. I'm happy that he's not mad at me... But I just wanted to tell you that. See? I know that her smile is fake because of that. I'm so happy Hnery told me...
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